Your credibility here as an enthusiast, let alone a scholar = absolutely zero. You are presenting a fraudulent fascade of specialized professionalism and you are claiming to have studied books that you have not. Awful social skills, too. A lot of puffery, a lot of insecurity, and a lot of nonsense personal attacks with little substance and absolutely no indication of specialized depth of knowledge. Constant misreading of posts and points as to be easily confused as trolling.
On our forums, I have seen dozens of people come and go that have done the same. Real experts and scholars do not do as you done.
go back and read your own spazzy posts, man! Are you proud of them? I would be ashamed if I were you. Or are you going to emote again, claim the victim, and then respond again just satisfy your desire to have the 'last word'? Leave now and don't let the door kick you on the way out!
BS, agitation