I wouldn't talk if i were you, all you do is ghost other streamers when you vs them. Ofc you lose vs non-streaming 2xOKW players, maybe l2p instead of cheating ur way to decent elo 
1) this guy Findeed remembered something that happened hell a lot of time ago which doesn't matter at all right now and not meeting the thread theme.
2) i watch streamers during my searchtime and just leave a stream going in my browser when i have a game going.
The topic theme is quite worrying for many ppl nowadays and it's not just my l2p problems. :)